[peace]

wow, i feel great! well, better than what i was feeling for the past weeks.:D but everythings ok now, i hope... i had a lil, erm, misunderstanding with my bestfriend,but its all good now, thank God...:D whew, im glad i waited on that bench...i dont know but something told me to "sit there and watch what happens, j..." which was something i didnt expect...but everythings ok now, YAY! God is indeed incredible... and it goes to show, you'll be surprised if you wait... and as for me, ill wait, whether it be 5 minutes or 5000 years, ill wait... coz thats what God knows is best for me...:D God bless guys!:D

[A new day]

Wow, yet another day of challenge awaits! Anyway, i just got a big shocker when my two teammates-the ones im going to the Quantum Programming Competition and the ACM Asian Programming Competition-told me na sila na pala! Imagine my surprise...Okay, i wasnt surprised coz lately, i cant help but notice that they always get a lil mushy, and, well, na o-out of place ako.... its like "Okay, im not s'posed to be in this picture." And that got me into thinking that maybe i should quit the team, yeah i know, mababaw lang but parang may ibang mundo na kasi sila, parang wala na silang ibang makita tapos ako parang salin-salin lang... Hey, see how it feels like when you're with these guys...
Oh, and i guess theres more to it! When i get home from school, here's my sister and her boyfriend...oh, yeah its sooo annoying, what is it, springtime?!? So again, this kid stays out of the picture... Its not that im not happy for them, I am, but sometimes sumosobra na talaga para sa akin... Its kinda giving me the urge of starting a relationship when im not even ready yet! oh well, the pressures of staying single.. :P
Wow,its the first time i wrote something this long! ahehe!:D oh well, i hope to see you guys someday... Ki o tsukete kudasai!:D

[Nuthin]

hey guys,hope y'all are doin fine! well,nowadays,the pressure for the Quantum Programming Competition on February and ACM Programming Competition on October has really taken its toll on me...

anyways,i've usually been senti and,well,got to compose a song...maybe someday i'll sing it to yah,but i might as well put the lyrics here...you judge!

(01/21/06)

Caught by the sparkle of your eyes
And the beauty of your smile
Forever lost in this moment
Forever in just a while

They say that dreams don't even come true
But you know, I dreamt a dream of you

Time may pass and seasons will change
But my love for you will still be the same
This love is all for you
And even if this world starts
Crashing down on us I know
We'll both get through
We'll both get through

Through the years my move for you will grow
And will fall on you like snow
Holding you gently, I'm losing my control
And i promise you forever I'm never ever gonna let you go

heh, kinda corny huh? but, thats about it!

[I Think God Can Explain]

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things
That I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
To look me in the eyes

It's alright, I'm okay
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away

It's alright, I'm okay
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get over it, yeah
Yeah...

The scent of vaseline
In the summer time
The feel of an ice cube
Melting overtime

Well, the world seems bigger
Than both of us
Yet it seems so small
When I begin to cry

It's alright, I'm okay
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away

It's alright, I'm okay
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get over it, yeah
Yeah...

I'm so much better than you guessed
I'm so much bigger than you guessed
I'm so much brighter than you guessed
Yeah...It's alright, I'm okay
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get carried away
It's alright, I'm okay
I think God can explain
I'm relieved, I'm relaxed
I'll get over your back...

I think God can explain
I think God can explain
I think God can explain
Yeah...